Tuloy ang Happiness!

Oh gosh. Another year has gone by again. Its heartbreaking 'cause, time flies really fast. 2012 has been a wonderful and great year for me. Its the year where I was single again. Its the year where heartbreaks, sadness, and at the same time happiness were present. Its the year where in I shift my course (civil engineering) to multimedia arts, which I wanted on the first place. Its the year where in i have no more failing subjects. Its the year where I got to hang-out with my friends again with no one's holding me back. Its the year i lost my phone, my beloved Nokia C3 (hayyy the messages, the pics, the songs and all, GONE :((( ). Its the year I turned 18. Its the year where my ex bf goes to Mapua. Its the year that I realized i don't need someone or some boy who can help me through my life. and its the year I dedicate my whole self to God.

Yes, so many things happened this past year. and Yes, this year is a bit of a sad process of moving on. Madami ako pinagdaanan. Madami akong namiss na di ko na magagawa kasama yun. So many things changed me. And I may say that I don't regret each one of them. Minsan sinasabi ko nalang sa sarili ko, pano kaya kung di nangyare yun o yan or kung anu pa man yung nagpaiyak o nagpalungkot saken? Siguro di mangyayari yan di ba. What i mean is "there is always rainbow after the rain" right? Oo, napatunayan ko yun this year. For instance, pano kung di kami nagbreak ni Norbe? Masaya pa rin ba kami kung kami parin til now? Siguro kung kami parin at di niya nasabi sakin yung totoo na may gusto na siyang iba, matagal na nya akong niloloko. eh diba ang sakit nun? kaya I'm thankful narin. and yes i admit, it really hurts a lot. I think its been a year na nakayanan ko magmove on. di kakayanin ng 3 months eh. ang sakit eh. Lalo na nung isang taon na talaga kaming break, that's December 9, 2012. and YES, i got through them all. I'm so happy I've made it. I'm happy na nangyari ng lahat yun. Kung kami pa siguro, I'll still have less time for my friends, family, myself, and God. Siguro walang mag'iimprove sa sarili ko. After that breakup, I'm stronger than before. Pinamuka ko sakanya kung sino yung pinakawalan nya. Na magsisisi siya. Pero my life's not about revenge and all. basta nagpakasaya lang ako. pinakita ko sakanya na mas masaya ako ng wala siya. and Yes i'm happy indeed. I don't need a man who'll give up on the end of the road. I need a man who'll fight for me through ups and downs and be with me even there will be girls who'll be more attractive than me. Mr. Right will come in a right time. My friends and family and God help me to stand up and go on in life. That its still not the end of the world. That I know that I can live without him. For God's sake, I lived 15 years without him, what more for the next coming years? For now, I'll truly enjoy my life to the fullest and dedicate my life first to God. 

I've also met new faces last year. When I shift my course into MAS, its like a new bunch of peers. It's like fate. I know all these things have reasons, and I know God has plans for me. He knows that CE is really not for me. Maybe He really wants me to do what I want to do and interests me. And maybe, He doesn't want to see me feeling terrible and taking risks on continuing that course. Thank God for this. This changes will also give me the lots of time on serving Him. What a great decision. And I am really thankful for all of these. I'm also thankful because my mom finally accept it that I can't be an engineer. That I'm not born to live with numbers, equations, and terrifying math professors. LOL. That what I really love is animations, art, creativity and imaginations. LOL. 

So this year, 2013, there'll be new hopes, dreams, expectations, obstacles, people and adventures who'll come up and meet me. I'll face them with great happiness and acceptance. I'll make sure that 2013 will be better than 2012. Yes, there will be obstacles along the road but I won't let them take me down. Though this year will be my last year for my teenage life, I'll surely enjoy it. 

2013. lets get it on! There is no turning back now.